drunkoncaffeine:

Love can be explained as such: Don’t reach for a bag of Lays— looks big, but full of air. Instead, go look for a can of Pringles.

And I guess I’ve finally found my bag of pringles.
Turns out he’s my own gaming buddy. :)

Dear Me, stop this. You have a brain, use it well.

drunkoncaffeine:

You are stronger now. You are no longer that gullible, little good girl you used to be. You’ve grown a bit harder, a little bit bad. And that’s actually a good thing. You have promised yourself that you will not let anyone take hold of your heart and crush it in their hands. It won’t happen…

This post popped up again. I can’t believe I wrote this long ago. :)

roseybeybe:

Dear drunkoncaffeine/Bespren/Polet/Joanne/Pig/Piglet,

After 58 yrs nagkita na tayo ulit nung Tuesday. And as usual, salubong mo sakin “Ang payat mo na.” Hahahaha. Kasi naman, kailan ba ako tumaba di ba? Ikaw naman. At dinugtungan mo pa ng, “Akala ko pa naman after ng affiliation ko, mataba ka na.” Anong kinalaman ko sa affiliation mo? 2 weeks lang naman yon. Hays.

Pero real talk, namiss kita. Kahit ako yung taya sa McDo. Hahahaha. Namiss kitang kausap, kasama sa movie marathon, kachika. Lahat. Nagulat ako nung nagulat ka sa mga kwento ko sayo. Marami ka palang hindi alam. Gann ka ata kabusy. Hahaha. Di naman kasi sayo uso ang text at chat. Bakit!? Dejoke. Siguro kung hindi ka lang busy sa mga oras na yon, kadamay ka sa lahat ng luha ko. Ikaw kasi ang isa sa mga taong kilalang-kilala ako. Na despite the strong personality, I have a weak heart. Charing. Ako yung tipong iba kung masaktan. Hahahaha. Basta, you know what I mean.

Hindi ko alam kung kailan kita ulit makakasama. Sana tuloy next week. Kasi may kailangan na naman akong sabihin. Hahaha. Brace yourself. Joke lang. Pero sa tingin ko, ikaw yung kailangan kong makausap at iyakan. Kasi alam ko na kahit madalas akong di nakikinig sayo, pag nakita at ramdam mo yung pain ko, dun ko nahahanap yung strength to do the right thing. Hahaha. Dibale na kasi kung ako lang yung nalulungkot o apektado, wag lang kayong friends ko. Sweet ko, shet. Hahahaha. Pero seryoso, I need you. Ayoko sa text, call or chat. Kailangan natin magkita at mag-usap. Kailangan ko yung shoulders mo, pati yung yakap huh. Drama. Padamay na din ng baked cookies. :))))

Di ko alam kung bakit ako nagmessage ng ganito. Siguro kasi may picture na naman tayo together. Hahaha. Pero namiss kita Bakla. Goodluck sa lovelife. Kahit hindi mo pa sya sakin pinapakilala in person, basta happy ka, go lang. Pero pag pinaiyak ka, ibang usapan na yan. You know me. Hahahaha. Ayon. Love you Pigggg. See you very soon!

PS. Yung wallet ha, promise mo yun sakin. :*

Halos di na ako nago-open ng tumblr ko. Pakabukas ko, hala. May treasure na bumulaga sakin from @roseybeybe :)

I miss you, too, bes. Sobra. At nakakainis isipin na di kita nadamayan nung times na gusto mo umiyak…pero lalong nakakagalit isipin yung reason kung bakit ka napapaiyak. Jusko. Ayoko na mag comment sa issue na to at ayoko na imention yung taong involved dun. Hindi pwedeng mag ingay ako dito sa tumblr. Basta, that thing happened for a reason…you deserve better, Alie. Oh, wait. Not just better, but THE BEST. Tandaan mo yan lagi.

I’m sure what you’re looking for and what you deserve is waiting just around the corner. :)) *ehem*

Dear sister sa puso, I’m so lucky to have you. :)) and yeah, mag uusap tayo. Sana soon. Yung baked cookies…pag naayos na yung oven ko. Haha. :-*

Goku? Aliens? Continuation of 2012? Nope. Someone’s cooking eggs in space. 

#solarhalo

Goku? Aliens? Continuation of 2012? Nope. Someone’s cooking eggs in space.

#solarhalo

Microwave peanutbutter cookie in a cup was a success! :3
Nagustuhan nilaaaa. ❤
#foodporn

Microwave peanutbutter cookie in a cup was a success! :3
Nagustuhan nilaaaa. ❤
#foodporn

inkskinned:

THIS IS MY POEM I’M HYPERVENTILATING this is fucking goregous

inkskinned:

THIS IS MY POEM I’M HYPERVENTILATING this is fucking goregous

One day, he’s going to know. He’ll know your birthday, your middle name, where you were born, your star sign, and your parents names. He’ll know how old you were when you learnt to ride a bike, how your grandparents passed away, how many pets you had, and how much you hated going to school. He’ll know your eye colour, your scars, your freckles, your laugh lines and your birth marks. He’ll know your favourite book, movie, candy, food, pair of shoes, colour, and song. He’s going to know why you’re awake at 5am most nights, where you were when you realised you’d lost a good friend, why you picked up the razor and how you managed to put it down before things went too far. He’s going to know your phobias, your dreams, your fears, your wishes, and your worries. He’s going to know about your first heartbreak, your dream wedding, and your problems with your parents. He’ll know your strengths, weaknesses, laziness, energy, and your mixed emotions. He’s going to know about your love for mayonnaise, your dream of being famous when you were five, your need to quote any film you know all the way through, and your fear of growing older. He’ll know your bad habits, your mannerisms, your stroppy pout, your facial expressions, and your laugh like it’s his favourite song. The way you chew, drink, walk, sleep, fidget and kiss. He’s going to know that you’ve already picked out wedding flowers, baby names, tiles for the bathroom, bridesmaid dresses, and the colour of your bedroom walls. He’s going to know, get annoyed at and then accept that you leave clothes everywhere, take twenty minutes to order a Starbucks, have to organise your DVD’s alphabetically, and check your horoscope… just incase. He’ll know your McDonald’s order, how many sugars to put in your tea, how many scoops of ice cream you want, and that you need your sandwiches cut into triangles. He’s going to know how you feel without you telling him, that you need a wee from a look on your face, and that you’re crying without shedding tears. He’s going to know all of it. Everything. You, from top to bottom and inside out. From learning, from sharing, from listening, from watching. He’s going to know every single thing there is to know, and you know what else? He is still going to love you. Unknown  (via ziamamor)
Mythical(?) Creature: Si Mr. Right

drunkoncaffeine:

Sa loob ng labing-walong taon ko sa mundong ito, ni-isang serious relationship, wala pa. Nagkaroon naman ako ng “boy friend” nung 2nd year HS ko, pero trial and error lang namin yun ng best friend kong lalake. Di rin umabot ng isang buwan eh. Pakatapos nun, lagi na lang “Almost Lover” ang ending theme ng mga dumaan sa buhay ko. Laging ALMOST. Saklap eh. Haha.

Ang drama ko dati. Sabi ko, ayoko na. Lahat ng lalake, manloloko na sa paningin ko. Mga tita ko, karamihan luhaan sa mga asawa nila. Daddy ko nga nagagawang lokohin si mommy. Ako pa kaya tapos ang mga nakaka-MU ko?

Pero na-realize ko, HINDI NAMAN LAHAT NG LALAKE PAASA or MANLOLOKO at NANG IIWAN. May mga nakilala na akong ganyan, yung matitino…kaso sabi ni aleng Destiny, siguro hindi raw sila ang para sakin. May mga matitino pa naman diyan, at siguro isa sa kanila si MR. RIGHT.

Halos lahat naman ata ng babae nangarap na seryosohin. At lahat naman ng babae nararapat seryosohin. Yung tipong tutuparin niya ang mga salitang binitawan niya; yung tipong hindi niya babasagin ang tiwalang binigay ko sa kanya. Iingatan niya yung puso ko, kasi ang nag mamay-ari nun ay ang babaeng sobrang mahalaga sa kanya.

Hindi niya hahayaang maramdaman kong nag iisa ako. Pag wala siya, pangingitiin niya akong parang tanga pag naiisip ko ang pagiging sweet niya o pag nababasa ko mga texts niya. Tapos pag andiyan siya, tatawa ako na parang baliw sa ka-cornyhan niya. Yung magbibiruan lang kami tapos mag ookrayan, tapos walang magagalit. Yung mag susuplahan kami na parang mga ewan.

Hindi naman requirement na gwapo si Mr. Right eh. Hindi naman kailangan matangkad siya, o matipuno, o may kotse. Kung ganun man, BONUS na lang yun. Hindi naman kailangan spoiled ako sa kanya, o lagi akong nasusunod, o 24/7 andiyan siya physically. Ang mahalaga, ipaparamdam niyang di niya ako iiwan, tapos andiyan siya para sakin. Di niya ako matitiis. Di niya ipaparamdam na binabalewala ako. Di niya hahayaang matapos ang araw na di kami bati.

Malaking bonus rin kung nilalaro niya yung mga nilalaro kong online games. Tapos maglalaro kami, either magkakampi o magkalaban. Masaya yun eh. Sana lang wag ako i-trato as a girl sa game. Haha.

Alam ko hindi magiging perpekto si Mr. Right, kung sino man siya. Pero matatanggap ko siya…at sana matanggap niya rin ako— weirdness, eccentricity and all. Hindi niya pagtatawanan na mahilig ako sa anime, o yung fact na nagco-cosplay ako. Sana di rin lang yung itsura ko ang rason kung bakit niya ako nagustuhan.

Higit sa lahat…di ko raw dapat ipagpipilitan ang sarili ko sayo. Hindi mo hahayaang ako na lang lagi ang gagalaw para pansinin mo ako. Kung ganun raw, hindi ka si Mr. Right.

Pero si Mr. Right, hindi ko raw yan dapat hanapin. darating na lang yan. Most often, kung kailan daw hindi mo inaasahan. Habang wala pa siya, HINDI NAMAN IMPOSIBLENG MAGING MASAYA EH. Nasa sayo na lang kung paano mo i-enjoy ang buhay single. :)

AT HIGIT SA LAHAT…jusko. Aral ka muna ineng. XD Saka na lang yan. Haha.

Nakakatuwa to basahin ngayon. :) I would have never thought na matutpad to, 6 months after I posted this.

I missed Tumblr.

It’s been so long since I last posted here. I missed this badly.

Hello, Tumblr world. I’ll be back soon. My blog will be tweaked a bit. :) I have so much to share, a lot of things have changed.

There are people who left, there are people who stayed, and there’s someone who came unexpectedly. Charot. 

Matapos lang talaga ang thesis manuscript namin, I’ll go back to you, Tumblr…because no matter what happens, this is still home. 

Thank you for these, tita. :)

I am so tempted to use these babies right now. T.T pero wag muna. Homework muna.

Thank you for these, tita. :)

I am so tempted to use these babies right now. T.T pero wag muna. Homework muna.

Yaaay. Kita na yung red. Nung isang araw pa talaga to. Haha. Oops. :)
Thanks pala dito @clodetaa ❤

Yaaay. Kita na yung red. Nung isang araw pa talaga to. Haha. Oops. :)
Thanks pala dito @clodetaa ❤

artmonia:

Beautiful landscape sculptures made from books by the artist Guy Laramee.

This is so cool.

I said no when I meant yes.
But hey, you. Maybe you said something and didn’t mean it at all.

Please don’t be like the last one. Please don’t be like the others before you.

I said no when I meant yes.
But hey, you. Maybe you said something and didn’t mean it at all.

Please don’t be like the last one. Please don’t be like the others before you.

Naranasan niyo na bang pigilan ang sarili niyo from feeling anything?

Kaibigan mo siya. Baka nga seryoso siya na gusto ka niya. Pero ang hirap makaramdam din ng feelings para sa kanya kasi takot kang masira pagkakaibigan niyo pag mawala na yung feelings.

Oh, frustrations.

Well, shit. I can’t fall for you. Baka rebound lang ako. Baka lumalapit ka lang sakin kasi wala ka nang pag asa dun sa isa. Baka sinabi mo lang yun kasi nalilito ka pa.

Pero bakit ako nag seselos? In the first place, pagseselos nga ba to? Oh no. Nah-uh. Di pwede.